Wow…time flies!
It’s been a year now since I wrote my last note at my blog.
Guess I am not such a committed writer after all… Gotta try even harder this
year. No more excuses! Sometimes it’s easier to find excuses than to actually
do the things you are committed to do.
I still have quite a list of some unfinished things I’d like
to accomplish. I still haven’t decided on two biggest issues of my life that
I’ve been facing for a while now, concerning my personal relationship and my
career. What a dilemma!
Even though I’ve been trying to always be grateful for what
I have and enjoying every moment life has to offer, back in my mind I have this
huge burden - something that urgently needed to be solved…once and for all. I
don’t think I will ever feel at ease if I haven’t decided on these. For other
matters, I can be very decisive, sure, adventurous and positive. But now I’m
not feeling like a strong choleric type of person anymore.
I think it’s also natural for people to fear for a change,
of taking a risk, getting out of his/her comfort zone, and not knowing what
lies ahead (hmm…sounds like I’m making more excuses for myself…) But the
important thing is that you have the will to open up your mind for new ideas, digest
and analyze it, then make a decision after having fully understanding of the
consequences. No regret!
So, what is my first
resolution for this year? Getting rid of my dilemma!
